Sometimes troubles come not one at a time, but many different kinds of trouble together. This Psalm is a prayer asking God urgently to "give ear", to "attend", and "answer" a cry from the heart of one who is deeply troubled. "My cares give me no peace" is the New English Bible translation of verse 2. Oppression by enemies, corruption all around, and betrayal by a friend were some of those cares and troubles.
The hatred of powerful enemies was more than the psalmist could bear. "They bring trouble upon me", he says, and the words used give the picture of enemies rolling stones down on him from a height above. His life was in great danger, and so he felt "the terrors of death", "fear and trembling" and "horror" overwhelming him (verses 4-5). His one thought was to try to escape from it all. If only he had wings like a dove and was able to fly to a lonely place in the wilderness where there would be no people at all to worry him. He would find a place that would be secure like a great rock offers a traveller "shelter --- from the raging wind and tempest". But he had no wings, and there was no possibility of escape. The only way in his need and danger, and of course the best way, was to turn to God in prayer.
It distressed the psalmist further that the life of the city where he lived was utterly corrupt. He felt that he could only pray that God would "confuse" the people there, and "confound their speech", as had happened in the judgment of God on those who had tried to build the tower of Babel (Genesis 11:1-9). In Psalm 43:3 God's "light" and "truth" are pictured as personally guiding the psalmist to God's city to worship. In verses 9-11 here there are very different guides to the city. They are "violence" and "strife", and they are going round the walls of the city day and night. "Crime" and "trouble" are there inside the city all the time. "Destruction" is there, and "oppression" and "fraud" (Good News Bible). Often we feel like this about the life of many of our cities today. Hence the psalmist's experience helps us to trust our great unchanging God. His reliability in times of trouble is constantly emphasised throughout the Psalms (see, for example, Psalm 46).
The third thing and the hardest thing, that the psalmist had to face, was that he had been betrayed by one who had been as close to him as a brother or sister. Even in worship in the house of God they had been together (verses 13-14). Facing such betrayal was worse than having open enemies (verse 12). This person had attacked him, and broken the covenant of friendship with him. Though he had spoken smooth words of loyalty, he had "a heart set on war" (verse 21).
We can understand the psalmist's prayer that he prays in anger, feeling that he has faced injustice and opposition everywhere, from those whom he knew to be his enemies, from the forces that controlled the city, and even from one whom he thought to be a close friend. "Let death come upon them" he prayed (verse 15). He was sure "God --- will humble them, because they do not change, and do not fear God" (verse 19). Such bitter explosion is very natural. But Jesus teaches us a higher way. His prayer for the forgiveness of his enemies is the supreme example of forgiving love and the height of moral strength. "Father, forgive them;" he asked, "for they do not know what they are doing" (Luke 23:34). The psalmist did not know Jesus' way, nor do very many people around the world, both past and present. What a challenge to us who do know! But having said this, we should none the less realise that it is true that "bloodthirsty and treacherous" people, who refuse to turn from their corrupt and violent ways, will come under God's judgment.
The best lesson that we can learn from the psalmist is of the way that he turned to God in prayer. "Evening and morning and noon" he prayed. His confidence was in the words of encouragement of verse 22: "Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved." So the final words of his prayer to the Lord were "I will trust in you". Whatever other people might do to him, he was determined to keep trusting in God and serving him. We as Christians should always remember that in forgiving our enemies we find release for them and for ourselves. In trusting God we find peace (see John 14:1, 16:33 and Philippians 4:6).
Meditation: "Trust in the Lord, and do good" (Psalm 37:3). "Cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7).
a. Read Jeremiah 9:1-9 and 1 Kings 19, and see how prophets Jeremiah and Elijah were tempted to run away from the opposition and difficulties that they faced. In what ways are we tempted to escape from our difficulties, and what should be our way of meeting the temptation?
b. Consider what it meant to Jesus himself to be betrayed by one of his specially chosen 12 disciples (read especially John 13:1-30), and then think what it meant that Jesus warned those who continued to follow him that they might face similar difficulties (see Matthew 10:21-22).